10:15 PM | Author: ulley
Izzie: (on phone) George, it's me. You know, I pretty much died not too long ago so I need you to call me back. Please. I know, I played the cancer card. I'm gross. Whatever.
Alex: I need to tell you something, and I need you to not panic. I need you to keep breathing. I need you to stay alive. I swear to god, I need you to stay alive. Alright?
Izzie: Ok.
Alex: O'Malley, he got in an accident. He's brain-dead.
Izzie: I'm sorry, what?

Lexie: Grief may be a thing we all have in common, but it looks different on everyone.
Mark: It isn't just death we have to grieve. It's life. It's loss. It's change.
Alex: And when we wonder why it has to suck so much sometimes, has to hurt so bad. The thing we gotta try to remember is that it can turn on a dime.
Izzie: That's how you stay alive. When it hurts so much you can't breathe, that's how you survive.
Derek: By remembering that one day, somehow, impossibly, you won't feel this way. It won't hurt this much.
Bailey: Grief comes in its own time for everyone, in its own way.
Owen: So the best we can do, the best anyone can do, is try for honesty.
Meredith: The really crappy thing, the very worst part of grief is that you can't control it.
Arizona: The best we can do is try to let ourselves feel it when it comes.
Callie: And let it go when we can.
Meredith: The very worst part is that the minute you think you're past it, it starts all over again.
Cristina: And always, every time, it takes your breath away.
Meredith: There are five stages of grief. They look different on all of us, but there are always five.
Alex: Denial.
Derek: Anger.
Bailey: Bargaining.
Lexie: Depression.
Richard: Acceptance.


yup... gw emang seaneh itu... ;)

That I might cry, but I don't tell anyone

That I might not be the golden one
But I'm tied together with a smile
5:38 PM | Author: ulley
baru beres donlot soundtrack Grey's Anatomy Season 5...
if u want all... do download here...
yg gw rekomendasiin:
yang beda dari season2 sebelumnya:

The Rescues
The Hard Lessons
Jont
Sara Berreiles Feat Ingrid Michaelson
Vampire Weekend (selama ini gw gak ngeh,,, ini to yang diomongin orang2... telat gw emang kayaknya.. hehehe)
Sia

yang sama kayak season sebelumnya:
Lenka
Joshua Radin
Emiliana Torrini
Brett Dennen

i'm partial to these so I download it all... hehehe
have a nice mood listening to these!!!


That I might cry, but I don't tell anyone
That I might not be the golden one
But I'm tied together with a smile
2:31 PM | Author: ulley
"In vain have I struggled. It will not do. My feelings will not be repressed. You must allow me to tell you how ardently I admire and love you." [Mr. Darcy Proposal Towards Elizabeth, Pride and Prejudice - Jane Austen]--- which then flatly rejected by Elizabeth... still,,,, swoonworthy

That I might cry, but I don't tell anyone
That I might not be the golden one
But I'm tied together with a smile
1:11 AM | Author: ulley
i have this huge humongous irritation from the moment i wake up this morning (no, not because i have to do some sort of assignment, which of course i actually have) but I keep remembering this particular song, for no reason....
I don't even remember the title for God's sake!!! it's truly is like a broken record... keep playing over and over and over and over again in my head....

"so I walk under a bus... i got hit by a train...
keep fallin' in love,,, which is count as the same...
I.... (yeah I don't really remember this part...)
crush my car gone insane.... and it felt so good.. I wanna do it again"

any idea? I have this uncomfortable feeling in my abdomen if i forgot something like this (because it is so insignificant, I can't seem to force my mind to remember it!

uugh.. hate this feeling


That I might cry, but I don't tell anyone
That I might not be the golden one
But I'm tied together with a smile
1:51 AM | Author: ulley
I Mean...
for the time i'm wide awake til morning light...
can't even close my eyes don't even mention to sleep...
waks!

insomniac maybe ul?

That I might cry, but I don't tell anyone
That I might not be the golden one
But I'm tied together with a smile
11:11 PM | Author: ulley
yuhuuuuu....
Alhamdulillah lebaran taun ini bisa bareng (sidang isbat nentuin lebarannya jatuh besok tanggal 29.... selamat lebaran semua.. mohon maaf lahir dan batin yaaa....)semoga gw bisa dipertemukan kembali dengan ramadhan taun depan... amin.

so here i am... udah mudik dari hari jumat kemaren... back 2 jogja (yang selalu jadi tempat mudik gw.. ever) lagi nunggu siaran MU v Man City dengan segenap kegegap gempitaan deg2an hati (ya Allah tolong jangan biarkan Man City ngelibas MU kayak mereka ngelibas Arsenal kemaren... AMIN)

tugas melimpah dari kampus (not really sebenernya, cuma 1 tugas yang bisa bikin kemampuan otak gw down to retard level.... the infamous Termodinamika lanjut) Gosh! kalo ada buku sakti yang ngebahas tentang korelasi Benedict-Webb-Rubin siy... i'll copy (yeah you read me, copy) on the fastest speed!!!

dengerin takbiran sama suara petasan dari tadi merdu juga kombonya (somehow i'm gonna miss this when i'm away... IF i'm going away... teteup fingers crossed yooow)

kemaren waktu lagi mumet2nya bikin tugas, (FYI stuck di depan excel seharian jelas gak bagus buat perkembangan otak...) eh diajakin sama sepupu gw nonton Get Married 2, ya berhubung otak udah semi2 kesetrum jadi deh kita ber3 (sepupu gw, adek gw si ocha, sama gw) ngabur ke Ambarukmo Plaza (a.k.a tempat paling gaul sejogja yang ngegusur SD nya nyokap gw)... beli tiket untuk jam 3 eh masih jam 2, berhubung gw lg puasa jadi deh gw jalan2 ke Gramed... emang udah semingguan ini niat pengen beli Perahu Kertas nya Dee... tapi di toko buku baru bernama rumahbuku (jL. supratman Bandung) tu buku belum ada... jadi belum sempet beli aja (padahal tu karena gw pengen diskonnya aja.. hehehe).. pas liat di gramedia AmPlaz ada... yaudah deh gw beli tu buku...

baca sinopsis singkat di belakangnya ih ko kayaknya oke ya....(waloupun sempet heran juga kenapa judulnya Perahu Kertas) but maybe i'm just a tiny bit biased... I love all of her books (Dee) even when I don't really understand what's implied behind those beautifully rhymed and written words...

terus abis nonon (i prefer the first movie btw, tp tetep lucu ko!) pulang ke rumah bude gw soalnya ada buka puasa bersama.... and then I started to read it....

kesan gw? well...ini buku bener2 bisa membolak-balikkan emosi gw... boleh dibilang buku versi Dee yang sedikitnya akan lebih mudah dicerna dibanding buku2nya yang lebih dulu terbit.. two thumbs up deh (4 if i can manage).. very Witty dengan banyak dosis humor segar... very deep dan sangat filosofis sebenernya... love every pages...gak bisa berhenti buka halaman berikutnya. waloupun tebel tapi tetep gak ngebosenin.

bisa bikin percaya sama absurditas dan ketidaknormalan, hehehe... Love Kugy, gw rasa semua cewek setidaknya bisa menemukan sedikit serpihan dirinya dalam tokoh itu. Love Keenan (siapa siy yang gak bakalan jatuh cinta sama cowok ini?) dan suka dialog yang ringan tapi sebenernya banyak ngasi petuah hidup (Dee sekali). jadi buat yang belom baca akan sangat gw rekomendasikan... read it, laugh with it, weep with it, dan pada akhirnya semua percaya sama mimpi.. hehehe (what can I say. gw pengkhayal tingkat kronis)

P.s: mencari teman sesama agen non-neptunus gw...i'm capricorn btw, hehehe. dan kata sandinya: " Klepon" just because....


That I might cry, but I don't tell anyone
That I might not be the golden one
But I'm tied together with a smile
10:42 AM | Author: ulley

gambar chelsea pra-kehamilan

ternyata eh ternyata bukan Bandung aja yang KLB (Kasus Luar Biasa )H1N1 (hati2 ya semuanya esp yg domisili bandung.. take full-extra precaution, kalo bisa pake masker n cuci tangan sering2...)

Rumah gw juga kecipratan dampak siaga I....
kenapa? itu si kucing bernama Chelsea (a.k.a adek gw paling bonton a.k.a anak bungsu ayah-bunda gw) dalam beberapa hari ini bakalan melahirkan!!!!sejujurnya kita serumah enggak ada yang tau siapa pejantan yang bisa2nya ngehamilin tu kucing dan menginggalkan tanggung jawab. cuma heran aja tiba2 ko kayaknya Chelsea menggendut dan makan semakin banyak. lalu setelah sekian lama tertunda... akhirnya dibawa lah tu ke dokter hewan... FYI kehamilan kucing berlangsung 63 hari... dan si Chelsea diprediksi bakalan punya 2-3 anak (dokternya kurang yakin sama 1 anak di rahim kiri nya)

berita terdahsyat nya... dia bakalan melahirkan kurang dari seminggu!!! daaaaaannnnn.. sebagai pemilik yang baik kita harus siap membantu itu yang namanya persalinan....kenapa? soalnya kata dokternya kucing ras tipe2 Chelsea ini suka bego gitu, suka susah ngelahirin dan pada banyak kasus gak tau harus ngapain abis melahirkan. jadi lah dikasih list apa aja yang harus dilakuin (yeah really, termasuk cara mecahin gelembung, motong tali puser, nyedot lendir, dan semua hal yang bakalan teralu gory kalo gw ceritain disini)

yang lebih repot lagi si Chelsea ini termasuk udah tua umurnya (6 tahun umur chelsea = 42 tahun umur manusia) jadi bisa dikategorikan resiko tinggi untuk ngelahirin anak pertama. kalo bukan anak pertama siy gapapa, tapi karena anak pertama ini jadinya harus ekstra hati2....
jadi deh kemaren abis final check up di dokter, dokternya ngasi no telp darurat (jadi kalo butuh bantuan, misalnya jarak antar anak lebih dari 1 jam masing2 dokternya bakalan dateng ke rumah ngebantuin) pulangnya kita langsung beli tu alat2 bantuan melahirkan si chelsea (penjepit, sarung tangan, alkohol, pipet, dll)

fuuhh... serumah harus bisa jadi bidan dadakan kapanpun si nChel mau melahirkan... doakan keselamatan kucing gw dan anak2nya ya... hehehehe...

semoga:
-si chelsea termasuk kucing pinter yang tau harus diapain itu anak2nya
-anak2nya sehat dan chelsea pun sehat
-walopun bapak tu anak2 kucing belum jelas siapa, mudah2an anaknya lucu2 dan sehat
- Chelsea melahirkan waktu ada orang di rumah... (penting ini!!!)

Fakta yang gw dapet dari dokter hewan:
- bentuk rahim kucing = huruf Y, masing2 kepala rahim bisa jadi tempat buat 2 embrio, jadi maksimal punya anak 4. tapi kalo kucing ras sebangsa chelsea biasanya anaknya gak akan banyak, soalnya gak akan kuat melahirkannya.. jadi biasanya anaknya 2 aja.
- siklus kehamilan kucing =63 hari. kalo udah ketauan hamil, makanannya harus dicampur sama Science Diet yang Kitten biar kuat dan bergizi
- sehabis melahirkan induknya harus disuntik antibiotik dan obat kuat supaya bisa ngerawat dan nyusuin anak2nya
-anak kucing yang baru lahir gedenya cuma se jempol orang dewasa dan bulunya belum banyak...

hyaa... jadi begitulah.... nanti kalo udah lahir dan udah tau jenis kelaminnya gw bakalan update beritanya.. hehehe.. ada usulan nama anak?



That I might cry, but I don't tell anyone
That I might not be the golden one
But I'm tied together with a smile